Showing posts with label Rant. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rant. Show all posts

March 21, 2014

Updatez

I just realized that the last timeI posted here was November last year, *the horror*
So, let's update you on what happened.

I have gotten a little crafty, went on an awesome holiday with my lil bro, went on an awesome holiday home to Malaysia and somehow ended up where I am with no glasses as I forgot to wear it this morning... T.T

Craft
- I did  a paint by numbers, a friend said that it was something for kids (kids in the western culture) to do in their spare time.  But I kind of enjoyed myself doing it.


- I also started on Project 365, for origami where I try to make one a day.  I will cover on that one day...

Holiday with bro
- went on our very first trip to Japan  ^_^  (will cover on that soon too)

Holiday home
- cousin's wedding, so went back to see family and friends.  Was lovely!

Holiday was December, and January was back here, February was work and work, March was and is now... Budget time... and SZ came to visit...

And I will update on my movies soon...

April 29, 2013

"Just Give Me A Reason" (feat Nate Ruess)



Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
 
With just a little reason, a reason to hold on, a reason to not let go, a reason to not forget, a reason that you will be with that person that you loved, a relationship can be fixed.
Sometimes it just takes that little reason, a little reason to hold on.


March 15, 2013

Life is fragile?

In my opinion, life is not actually fragile.
I mean, life can be taken really easily and a friend, a parent, a child, a grandparent, an acquaintance or a lover can be gone just like that but it does not really mean that life is fragile, is it?

My Mum, always said to me "Do you think it is so easy to die?" If you think of that statement, sometimes it is not that easy to die when you are healthy unless you want to die or have accidently done something that could lead to your death like gaming for 3 days maybe?  hmmm...

Some people may die in their sleep and maybe it is just their time to die, if there is such a thing... or they could have been murdered by someone or even themselves...
There are so many factors to how a life can be gone in a second.  I can imagine that this very second that you are reading this, there is someone dying or has passed away already.  

Sometimes, it could be depression that take a person's life cause well, they do not enjoy being alive they think life is a misery and that if they died life would go on and nobody would care.  They are quite right at the first part at least but to say that nobody would care would be wrong.  Almost always, there would be someone who cares, sometimes even if they do not know you.  And if a person takes their own life, they will miss out on all the awesome people they might meet in future and the not awesome ones that would make them a better person.

Of course, there is always 2 sides to a coin and it is to in life.  Life can be all rainbows and sunshine and it can also be dark and gloomy and sometimes lonely too.  It really depends on how you see it.  If you wish it to be rainbows and sunshine and it somehow happens to be dark and gloomy and lonely, it is actually quite sad but if you manage to pass through that, whether on your own or with some help from some people you might find the rainbows and sunshine in that dark, gloomy, lonely path you are in.

I would say life is precious but not fragile as they say, what does not kill you would only make you stronger.  And life is precious cause it can be gone faster than when life was form.  But if a person's life is fragile, I would say then there would be a lot of dead people, mostly children cause life is fragile and children fall down, a lot... and fall sick a lot... and so on so forth...

Life is precious cause it is not easy for one to be able to live to a hundred for example, not back in long time ago when medicine was not as available as it is now but that is not what I mean... I mean, life is precious cause there are sooo many ways one can die before their time, like really young and all... but if one can live past it somehow... then you end up coming out of the experience stronger, alive and wiser or, cynical, negative, and bad.  You see... there is 2 sides to everything...

In conclusion, life is very precious,  why?  Cause not all life forms make it to whichever stage they are in life easily and for them to die, no matter how they died is sad.  And I care about most lives that are gone and for that I hope they Rest In Peace as their footsteps on Earth would not be forgotten by people who knew them.

Thank You for Living and Thank You for Being Part of Someone's life.

September 18, 2012

Life Story

Walking down a path,
Met a few people,
Some stayed and walked with me
While some left

Eventually, they split paths
Continued walking
Found someone who wanna walk with me
Walk with them

Live with them
Can't live without them
And then you reach a bridge
Only one could walk on this bridge

Prevailed and help each other
One in front and one at the back
There were a few stumbles
Nearly fell off the bridge

Fell off the bridge
But you pulled me up
Continued walking
Then you disappear into the mist

I fell I'm holding on
Waiting for you to come back for me
I'm slowly losing grip
One hand down, another finger losing grip

All the memories of our short path together rewinds in my head
I want you to come and pull me up and continue this journey with me
But you are no where to be seen
There is someone at the bottom

He is calling me
Asking me to let go and that he will catch me
And he will continue this path with me
But I'm not ready to let go

I am still waiting for you
Should I continue waiting?
Have you lost your way?
Am I the only one waiting?

Or are you making your way back to me
Are you struggling to find me as I am struggling to continue to hold on?
Or should I let go and fall into the arms of another
What should I do?

August 22, 2012

My day

I felt like I had a productive day today from the moment I woke up, I felt kinda good cause it only took me half an hour to get out of bed. ^_^

After work, went to meet up with Kev and James, then we went to pick Sim up. 
Before that, I was standing at the bus stop dreaming about chicken murtabak. :( 
But dinner wasn't too bad, had KFC for dinner by the light house.  As Kev said, it was very romantic with the candlelight dinner (Lighthouse).  But boy was it cold, Kev was sweet and lent me his jacket. :)

Went back to uni, watched The Amazing Spiderman.  It was funny and sad.  All in all, I enjoyed the movie and I had the weird famous unimovie ice cream, got my tongue numb.  Its like little droplets of talcum powder that my granma used to put on my face when I was little, but it isn't tat.  It is ICE CREAM!!! lol...
I had the cookies and cream one.  It was ok.  Will I have it again? I may, but at the moment no, cause after many scoops of it, I did not like it anymore. hehehe

After movie, kind James fetched us back home. :)  On the way to his car, we kind of all got drunk, and kinda forgot where his car was and walked past it.  Luckily, Kevin was sober and realized it. lol... 
On the way back to his car, I bumped into a car tow.  It was so painful... T.T  I think I have a bruise already. :(

And that is all for tonight. ^_^

August 18, 2012

Parents

Do you know how important are your parents in your life?
Parents are the people that are taken for granted most of the time, they have been there almost all your life taking care of you, making sure that you have a roof over your head, food to eat and and clean water to drink, the 3 necessities in life.  Well, of course not all parents are like that and so on but I'm talking abour people who have parents like that.  I am one of them.

I believe I have kind of taken my parents for granted.  I expect them to be there, to take care of me and make sure I am well and all that was when I was living with them of course.  My one wish was to move away, and my option was to study abroad.  Of course, studying abroad was not to just get away from my family, but it was cause I wanted to see the world and not forever be in Subang Jaya.  I wanted to see the world by myself and experience things on my own as well as to be independent.  My parents worked hard for that wish of mine as almost every Chinese parent, want their child to be well educated and get the best education that they can provide for them no matter how hard it is for them.

By some luck of mine, I came to Australia, Wollongong to be exact.  I didn't get homesick, didn't feel sad as it was all a new experience for me.  I was away from home, I was free finally.  Time passed, I thought I was doing good but little did I know, slowly, things would change and I would be faced with challenges, obstacles and decisions.  All which I had to go through pretty much on my own.  Did it all shape me for who I am? Yes it did.  I was really lucky as well to have supports from friends.  But for me, to be here writing this would be thanks to my parents.

They have worked hard, and I would not say I deserve wonderful parents like mine but I would say that I am very thankful to have them as my parents.  They only want what is best for me and have always tried to be there for me.  They might not have been the most affectionate parents but they love me for who I am and are always trying to look out for me.  I wish I could repay them in future for all that they have done for me by taking care of them in future as they have taken care of me while I was growing up.  I love my parents dearly. :)

December 22, 2011

Happily Ever After?

Dear Memories,
I have something to add to you. 
As I was walking to work, thinking bout not wanting to go to work, cause I was feeling lazy and tired.  :(

So, there are kids vacuuming the office now... and the Christmas decos are gone... :(

Back to what I was thinking which was how each person has their other halves...
It's just where there are some people who are sooo matching, they could have met at a party and eyes met, and then they are just meant to be together or something... after talking and realizing that they have that much in common or maybe they just learn to live with each other and live happily ever after? or not so happy... :s

I'm sure Snow White, the zombie's husband, Prince Charming learnt to live with Snow White after her beauty is gone and all that is left was her zombie-ness and possibly her squeaky voice... which is annoying...
And I'm sure Cinderella's Prince Charming learnt to live with rats and mouses and random birds flying in through the windows at random hours...
So, you see what I mean?

The point is, I think it's sweet...
Anyway, Merry Christmas and possibly a Happy New Year!!! if I don't see you again soon...

Adiouz...

July 22, 2011

Carpe Diem

The name of my blog is Carpe Diem!!!
It means, Seize the Day!!!...

The reason I chose this title would be that I wanted the name to be unique and Carpe Diem brings a tinge of unique-ness to the name and has a good meaning behind it in my opinion, which is to seize the day as it comes...

So, it would be my new motto to seize the day and every opportunity that comes my way...

I mean, the past can't be the change, the future is unknown, so, what you can do would be to seize the day, which is the present...

Hope you all will like reading my blog... ^_^